i'm not so sure about the title but i thjink it serves it's purpose..i hope..
someone asked something today..again..well..the first time for this person, and i finially told..and i hate that i did, but at the same time i'm glad..maybe now i can do what i couldn't before..move on past my stupidity..my hurt..and my anger..i'm tired of being used and rejected and pushed aside for someone who is better than me..for someone who is prettier or who will do something the way he wants it..it's different everytime, but the feelings can be the same..always different, but similar at the same time..this has been different because before today i couldn't talk about it..and when i was in a bad mood or sad it was for a bunch of random things that random people came up with..she's pissy..she's bitchy..she's hormonal..and blah blah blah. so i wrote this after texting for about 2 hours..and finally getting something off of my chest..and this is what kind of came out. sorry if you think that i'm doing a crazy wierd ranting thing, but i sense that you shall all live to see another day..so thank you to my gay friend..and yea..i think that's it..